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living with anxiety: a daily struggle

my handsome Zae (rocking out Justin's bandanna)

Yesterday was one of the worst days I have had in awhile. Not because of any one thing in particular, just that it seems that everything was broken. I dropped everything I touched. Over slept an hour. I was having panic attacks throughout lunch at work, crying for no reason, shaking, losing control. That used to be my everyday life. I am so glad that I learned balance, and love, and respect for myself. Confidence. Simplicity. I have grown tremendously as a person over the past several years. Sometimes I relapse, have a bad day, like yesterday, but it's never as bad, and I know that it will pass. To anyone else out there living with depression and anxiety, it gets better, I promise.

Until next time,

Angela Kelly

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